2007-11-18    

Kui mehele, kes peaks teoreetiliselt sind üle kõige maailmas armastama, esitada küsimus - “Who am I to you?” - siis kas ta peaks oskama sellele vastata? Või on ta mees - ja on normaalne, et ta oma tunnete või mõtete väljendamisega hakkama ei saa? Või on see ikkagi märk sellest, et midagi on väga valesti..?

(täiendatud 19.11.2007 - ise küsin, ise vastan:)
See on märk sellest, et midagi on väga valesti.
Ongi kõik.

2007-11-14    

Süda,
palun tule koju.

Nii palju aega on juba mööda läinud ju.

Jäta see avarus ja ruum ja tuul ja päike ja kivid ja liiv ja luited ja tühjus ja vaikus ja tähistaevas sinnapaika ja tule tagasi..
sahara
sahara

2007-11-09    me

– Achiever –
By the end of the day you must achieve something tangible in order to feel good about yourself. No matter how much you may feel you deserve a day of rest, if the day passes without some form of achievement, no matter how small, you will feel dissatisfied. It is the power supply that causes you to set the pace and define the levels of productivity for your work group. It is the theme that keeps you moving.
– Consistency –
You are keenly aware of the need to treat people the same, no matter what their station in life. In direct contrast to this world of special favors, you believe that people function best in a consistent environment where the rules are clear and are applied to everyone equally. Each person has an even chance to show his worth.
– Intellection –
You like to think. You like mental activity. This need for mental activity may be focused. On the other hand, this mental activity may very well lack focus.
– Learner –
You love to learn. The process, more than the content or the result, is especially exciting for you.
– Relator –
Relator theme pulls you toward people you already know. You do not necessarily shy away from meeting new people, but you do derive a great deal of pleasure and strength from being around your close friends. You are comfortable with intimacy. You want to understand other’s feelings, their goals, their fears, and their dreams; and you want them to understand yours. For you relationship has value only if it is genuine.
– Significance –
You want to be very significant in the eyes of other people. In the truest sence of the word you want to be recognized. You want to be heard. You want to stand out. You want to be known. In particular, you want to be known and appreciated for the unique strengths you bring. You feel a need to be admired as credible, professional, and successful. Likewise, you want to associate with others who are credible, professional, and successful. An independent spirit, you want your work to be a way of life rather than a job, and in that work you want to be given free rein, the leeway to do things your way. Your significance theme will keep pulling you upward, away from the medicore toward the exceptional.
/ M. Buckingham /

2007-11-07    

triinu
triinu

2007-10-21    sõber

Täna oli mul paariks tunniks selline sõber! :)
Loodetavasti olin ma ka natuke tema sõber .. vaatamata sellele, et ta aeg-ajalt väga kahtlustavaid pilke heitis.
Nimeks panin ma talle Explorer ja Forrest Gump. Esimest sellepärast, et ta muudkui tuuseldas ringi, ragistas kõikvõimalikes rägastikes ja “avastas maailma”. Teist sellepärast, et ta ainult joostes liikus (v.a. juhud kui ma enam talle järele joosta ei jaksanud ja teda tagasi hoidsin :)
koer
explorer ;)

2007-10-14    

Eks ma vist olengi hea ja stabiilse eluga liiga ära harjunud. Ehitanud endale mugava ja armsa pesa, kus eksistentsi nautida - ning üritanud kõik ebameeldiva ja tundmatu sellest eemale hoida. Ja nüüd - pealesunnitud muudatuste saabudes - tundub kogu mu unistuste loss kokku varisevat. Ma kinnitan endale, et muudatused on pigem head ja alles jääb kõik oluline - aga ma ikkagi kardan. Ilmselt kõige rohkem kardan kaotada seda, mida pean oluliseks aga mis ei pruugi elu üldperspektiivis seda olla ja nüüd mu elust kaduma peab. Ja siis edaspidi pean jälle üksinda hakkama saama - astuma tundmatusse ja tegema otsuseid, mida ma pole juba ammu (või mitte kunagi veel oma elus) teinud..

2007-10-13    

Kukkusin täna rattaga jälle - keset tänavat. Midagi hullu ei juhtunud ja ma tean täpselt, mida ma valesti tegin ja tegelikult läks kõik maksimaalselt hästi - aga milline löök mu egole!! Keset tänavat - mina oma rattaga külili - kõik vahivad - kui alandav! Ja nüüd ma siis muidugi muudkui korrutan endale, milline käpard ma ikka olen! (Mis näitab ilmekalt mu taset - kuidas mul puudub igasugune adekvaatne suhtumine endasse, kui ma midagi uut teen või proovin. Mille kuradi pärast ma arvan, et ma pean täiuslik olema kõiges ja kohe?!)
Ja P.S. värdjad autojuhid - SÕITKE MUST ÜLE - kui teil niikuradikiire on!!

2007-10-11    

- RECOGNIZE when you’re procrastinating.
Too often we don’t even realize we’re doing it. It’s tempting to work on things that are more enjoyable. We can be busy, but we may be busy at things that are not the best use of our time.

- Commit to doing the unpleasant or difficult task for a short period of time.
I will sometimes tell myself that I will work on X for 30 minutes. Once I’m started I have momentum and it’s not uncommon to find myself several hours into a project that I had only committed to working on for half an hour.

- Make sure you really HAVE or WANT to do it.
Our To-Do lists get longer all the time. Make sure you aren’t just putting wishes on it. Does the item really HAVE to get done?

- Don’t confuse the complicated with the difficult.
Sometimes we put off doing something because we don’t know how or think we need more information. This can be the case, for sure. But many times we delude ourselves by thinking we need to know something when in actuality we are putting off doing the difficult. This could be a hard decision or an action that will likely be unpopular.

- Schedule it.
Instead of having a task or project on your To-Do List, put it in your schedule as an appointment. And keep your appointment.

- Make commitments - especially public ones.
It’s a lot harder to wiggle out of something when we’ve told someone we would do it. Your chances of overcoming procrastination are much better when you’ve stated what you will do.

/ M. Angier /

2007-10-03    

Täna oli minu Tähtis Päev :)
Kulges edukalt pealekauba - vaatamata paduvihmale.
Suur-suur tänu kõikidele kaasaelajatele! :)

2007-09-24    

Tahaks ka endale säravaid silmi! :)
Igaks päevaks.
:)

Ma pean selle commentitest välja tõstma, sest see on niiiii eluarmas avaldus:
vaadake korraks peeglisse - Teil silmad säravad ju ;)
/ Lp /

mis ma oskan öelda - praegu säravad tõepoolest! :)